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Better Boy and Early Girl – Proof of Life

If anyone should doubt my hope for the future let him gaze upon my fruit and weep! These are the tomatoes I planted the other day. I am thrilled to finally, after over a year, be in a place where I am comfortable enough to plant something that won’t be paying a benefit for 70 days. 70 days from now I’ll be over six months sober. I haven’t been six months sober in well over a year. I guess things are looking up.


Better boy and early girl

Originally uploaded by chrismecham.

6 Responses

  1. Congratulations Chris. You could see the plant as a metaphor for your recovery. Stick around and watch it grow and blossom.

  2. Congratulations. One day at a time. Be proud.

  3. You say tomato, I say to-mah-to…

  4. Beware of strangers bearing fruit. (tomatoes are a fruit) This is NOT to say that your tomato plant is a stranger. That’s not what I mean at all. But the fact remains—strangers bearing fruit are dubious at best. The BEST way to avoid this situation is to make friends with EVERYONE.

    Are they heirlooms?

    WS

  5. I know it’s a tacky analogy, but similar to your tomato plants, you’re your own garden. And it seems, you’re tending to it quite well Chris.

  6. hey chris-

    i am really relieved you are doing well. for some reason, you have become part of my daily prayer. and i actually enjoy that- so thank you. you wrote that you won’t be reaping a benefit from something you planted for 70 days or something like that. but i wonder if that is the truth. i wonder if you aren’t getting benefits from it already, only maybe you can’t measure it until qualify it until 70 days.

    i’ll keep you in my prayers.

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